sporadic

My postings have been rather sporadic lately. Besides being glued to the tv watching the olympics, I've been dealing with some health issues.

It's one thing to choose not to do something because you don't want to. It's another to be told you can't do something. Up until my heartrate went out of control high, I would say "I'm choosing not to exercise because I don't want to."

Now I'm saying, "doggone it! I want to exercise but I can't until my heartrate goes back down."

I don't think it's the love of exercise that's making me feel this way, but being told that I can't do something, whether or not I really want to do it.