Rage against the rage

These last few days have been dreadful. Yesterday was the worst. Today had its moments that were better than others. I not only get tired of fighting for normalcy, but I get tired of dealing with rages that hit me when I'm down. They remind me of my reaction to a certain food dye allergy, but since I'm not eating anything with that color in it, there is another source.

I went to walmart and bought one of those bop bags. Man, they're not the same as they were when I was a kid. There's no cute face to punch.

However, I do hope that it will give me a chance to work off some of the anger that comes sometimes so that I don't take it out on innocent people or so that it doesn't come out in inappropriate ways.

On a slightly up note. I was doing some reading about a medication that I take (that my doctor's been adjusting the dose of) and it said that when changing doses it is possible for symptoms to worsen before improving. I hope that's all this is.