the fight

Sometimes I feel like I have to fight to get through normal things, such as my workday or other life tasks.

Other times I am just so tired of fighting that I stop. I feel like life shouldn't always be a fight and even if it were, nobody can fight all the time.

Today was one of those days where I tried. I really tried to fight. I was scheduled to work an hour of overtime and I had to cancel it. I thought that if I just worked my regular hours I'd be able to do it.

That didn't work. I was home by 3:30. I just didn't have the presence to deal with it today.

The one thing I know for sure is that if today didn't work right, there's always tomorrow.