no foolin'

I woke up this morning and to my astonishment, I was at a nice healthy weight.

Okay, so that really didn't happen but it sounded good and since today is April fool's day, I thought I'd try it.

The truth is that I am trying to take better care of myself. Sometimes I succeed. The bummer is that my emotions are all over the place and I'm still trying to adjust to my treatments.

I question my worth and my value constantly and I know that some of it is not healthy for me. I will try to do better and not be so hard on myself.